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i'm the independent woman



in becoming though..
2:11 AM
why???????????????
Thursday, May 12, 2011
mood currently ; * lost!!
                         * depresed
                         * tension

reasons ; * dont know where the wrong is exactly?
              * i love him, but i'm confuse~
              * dont know what's happening actually?
              * i'm lost like a lost puppy~
              * "girl's problem"

actions ; * crying lah for sure  :'(
             * stay at late night
             * time for blogging!
             * asking for Allah's help
             * forcing myself for trying to fix it up
             * trying to work out the relationship
             * controlling myself from being mad!!
             * avoid from taking drugs
             * avoid suicide
             * want to face to face with him <3
             * want to ask him about all this suspiciousness
             * i feel like i want to punch his face!!
            * always get myself in patience ~
  
    
p/s ; i need my own space..so please give me some space..lately i've turned to a very sensitive, depresed, touching, person...
hermmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
dah la...its already 2.05 AM..i think i've got to go to bed now....get some sweet sleep with the sweetdreams....may tomorrow will be prettier day to deal with~

xoxoxo .. [D]


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Hey, it's me Dayang Shuhaida. But they just call me D
Everyone in life is gonna hurt you, you just have to figure out which people are worth the pain.
When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.
Allah SWT is the reason why even in pain, you smile; in confusion, you understand; in betrayal, you trust; and in fear, you continue to fight.
Nothing can change your destiny except dua to Allah.
I seek for Allah bless when day comes and I believe in Allah guidance when night comes.
Sky is always changing its color. Just like the sky, human need to change.
As muslim, we have to keep moving on, upgrading our mind, to reach our dream.
Remember, Allah doesn’t like those who only keep his seat every time.

To give a trust to someone complete stanger, does you think that its an easy thing??

Your difficulty to give the trust is the strong protect for you from being fooled or being hurt

So that makes me a heartless woman when it comes to a relationship ;)




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