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in becoming though..
1:17 PM
one night only :'(
Friday, December 2, 2011
SUDAH LA DAYANG!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOP IT PLEASE?
please laaa, kau tau tak dayang, kau ni dah jadi macam "DESPERADO" dah kot? =="
weyh, dulu kau sendri yg selalu nasihat kawan2 kau jangan pernah jdi desperado for boys who don't deserve you at all~

WEYH DAYANG SHUHAIDA BT SHAHLIN!! MANA HILANGNYA DIRI KAU YANG DULU TU AH?
DULU KAU CHEERFULL, DULU KAU TAK PANDANG LANGSUNG LELAKI, DULU KAU TAK HERAN LANGSUNG ADA BF KA TAK, DULU KAU BREAK NGAN FIRST LOVE KAU, YOU JUST CRY ONLY FOR ONCE TIME, THEN SEBULAN AFTER THAT KAU TERUS JADI BESTFRIEND NGAN EX-FIRST LOVE KAU, soooooooooo? tak kan sebab seorang budak lelaki yang underage tu, yang belum cukup matang untuk kau mungkin, kau nank nangis TIAP2 MALAM HAH? =="
okay, aku tau, KAU STILL LAGI TIDO AND PELUK ANGRY BIRD DIA TU TIAP2 MALAM KAN?
hermmmmmmmm, yes I AM..aku tak leh tido nyenyak la kalo tak da angry bird tu :(
okay, sekarang aku dah delete account fb aku, so IT IS THE TIME FOR STUDY laaa dayang!!
lagipun dayang, kau nangis la air mata darah sekalipun? #### tak kan balik kat kau, sebab dia dah tak sayang kau, dia dah lupakan kau, DIA TAK CINTA KAU LANGSUNG DAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! kau faham tak dayang????? please lah fahammmm...
aku tak suka laa tengok kau mcm gini jaaa, kata dah move on, MOVE ON HOTAK KAU DUK NANGIS2 PASAL DIA SELALU, duk ingat2 dia bagai?

OKAY, I KNOW, KAU MEMANG PERLUKAN SEKURANG-KURANGNYA 1 TAHUN KAN UTK LUPA SESEORANG YANG KAU PERNAH SAYANG, CINTA DULU
kau ni, dia dah bahagia dah ngan awek baru dia tu, and it seems like diorang tu mcm series, mcm mna kau ngan dia pernah series dulu..KAU PATUT BANGGA DAYANG!! KAU PATUT BANGGA!! sebabnya, dulu kawan dia pernah cakap kat kau an yg kau dah transformkan dia DARI PLAYBOY KE SETIA, and now? see? dia dah series ngan awek baru dia, it means dia insyallah akan setia ngan awek baru dia tu~
dayangggg, please pick yourself up laaa~
see? keril pn ckp macam tu kan?just same like what Rudy said to you before this.....

okay3, aku pun tak nak tengok diri aku macam org bodoh lagi duk teringat dia lagi, yeaa betul jgak apa yg kau ckpkan tu, he don't deserve me..if he's really deserve me, DIA AKAN WORK OUT AND PUT THE EFFORT UTK DAPATKAN HG KEMBALI, so don't worry dear, kau akan okay insyallah~
it just ..


5 MONTHS ALREADY, SO 7 MONTHS TO GO
AND AFTER COMPLETE 1 YEAR, YOU HAVE TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU'RE OKAY ;)
itu prinsip kau kan dayang since dulu2 lagi, and it really works, wasn't it? heee :D
pray for yourself laa dayangg, pray for Allah like what you always do before this..
JUST REMEBER THIS WORD, HE DON'T DESERVE YOU...maybe that words can make you feel much stronger than before this? ngeheee :D love your own self laa dayang oiiii, kejar cita2 kau dayang~
kau ingatkan cita2 kau apa? KAU NAK SAMBUNG STUDY KE OVERSEA, OR KAU NAK MASUK U.I.A.M kt gombak tu....itu satu peluang yg susah doe kau nk dapat, tapi kau fikir balek
sebab kau couple ngan dia lah kan ADDMATH KAU dari LULUS KE FAIL ==" #whatthe?? err??
see? Allah nak tunjuk la tu yg he's not the best for you, kalo dia the best dia akan bantu kau sama, and dia tak kan biarkan kau jatuh, itu tanda dia sayang kau, alaaa, kau ingat lagi tak memang dia sayangkan kau, kau ni  "first love dia" tp, ingat tak lagi dia pernahkan cita kt kau yg niat dia mula2 just nak maen2 ja ngan kau? ingat tak? haaaa, itu maksudnya dia mmg tak baik untuk kau...
aku bukan nak perburukkan dia ka apa kaa~ it just AKU NAK SEDARKAN KAU YANG TENGAH HANYUT TUUUU, DUK INGAT APA LAGI PASAL LELAKI TU? err =="

kay3, sekarang, kau start study eh dayang? TAUN DEPAN SPM!! mmg laa awek dia bru habes spm, biarkan diorang laa diorang nk berseronok2 ka apa kaa, don't care about him!! CAUSE HE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT YOU KOT!! kau perlukan dia, tapi ada ka dia ambek kesah pasal kau? masa dulu even korang dah break off, ada suatu masa tu DIA PERLUKAN KAU GILA2 KAN? even dia tgh ada awek laen dah, even korang dah break off, KAU STILL LAGI CARE PSAL DIA~ kau mcm hamba abdi laa dayangg..
tapi, tk pa laa, kau doakan dia bahagia sudahh, kau jalankan hidup kau sorang2, btw, you still got friend
kau jangan pernah kata YG KAU NI MENYESAL PERNAH JUMPA "DIA", PERNAH CINTAKAN "DIA" sbb, kalo kau tak jumpa dia, tak kenal dia, KAU TAK KAN DAPAT KAWAN BAEK SEBAIK KERIL TU!! kan? ;)
Allah still lagi sayangkan kau dayang...Allah tak biarkan kau keseorangan pun~

bubye squidwards, telinga capang, 143A, alien, bighead, #hahaha funny la you ni =="
i harap you happy, and sekali lagi i minta maaf kalo i ganggu you and your gf ka apa ka...i didn't mean it...soryy  youu~
btw, gf you comel laaa, mcm anak patung ;) nak ngorat bleh? hehehehe :D
#tak yah buat fake smile la dayang oiii~
aku tak buat fake smile pn lahh bodoi!! dah betul awek dia cute, daaa~ :P



#you're always on my mind, cause you're the first guy who had gave me something really really special in life..
maybe you didn't even know what was that thing, but only my bestfriend know that..
and thanks jugak sebab you dah buat i lebih beware ngan lelaki out there after this...
tapi i dah nekad i tak nak couple lagi, cause i langsung tak percayakan lelaki lagi dah~
so for now, i nak jadi budak noob yg study, study, study, study~ AKU NAK PERGI OVERSEA LAAAA!! ;)

SO FOR NOW!! AKU ISYTIHARKAN AKU FOBIA CINTA!! muahaha :D


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Hey, it's me Dayang Shuhaida. But they just call me D
Everyone in life is gonna hurt you, you just have to figure out which people are worth the pain.
When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.
Allah SWT is the reason why even in pain, you smile; in confusion, you understand; in betrayal, you trust; and in fear, you continue to fight.
Nothing can change your destiny except dua to Allah.
I seek for Allah bless when day comes and I believe in Allah guidance when night comes.
Sky is always changing its color. Just like the sky, human need to change.
As muslim, we have to keep moving on, upgrading our mind, to reach our dream.
Remember, Allah doesn’t like those who only keep his seat every time.

To give a trust to someone complete stanger, does you think that its an easy thing??

Your difficulty to give the trust is the strong protect for you from being fooled or being hurt

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