Today,my tuition class has been canceled cause of Chrismast Day, thenI leave for town, lookingforgiftsformybelovedssuma==tu" #yg banyak la kan duit aku?.. andhang outwithKeril cause long time no hanging out together!! hehehe, sosweetcause, Yantiewasalsowith usthere and Zacky too! (missZack >.<) After that, Apek andharizhavealsobeenwith us. Long timenoseeApek too! btw, CongratstoApek for your results!! Kak D bangga ngan Apek #puas dah Kak D belanja kfc tu td? :P
Thenthefrighteningmoment's, shafiqcametogether withSQUIDWARD TELINGA CAPANGlol hahI wasshakingon that time actually, but I make a fake smile all over my face just to cover up my nervousness which had surrounding my body inside, just to pretend that's everything's fine in front of Keril #Sorry keril aku tipu lg...
then, suddenly shafiqcomesalone, because SQUIDWARD TELINGA CAPANG was afraidto comenearme andKeril, firsthe sawme herandownstairs~ Keril nampak la weyh~ he told me, I was like? "SERIOUSLY KERIL? ==", he been like that? but whyyy? why he suppose to be like that plak? it should be me kay, cause I'm the one whodontwant to seehim, sinceI was stillnotready yet toface him " that's strange ==" A LOT! but, Keril said, funny muka dia masa tu? HAHAHA, howexcitingthat if Ican seehe's shockedface right? MUAHAHA (rofl).. hermm okay then, suddenly, atlasthecameupstairsandjoinus, but not quitewant tojoinus extremelyla~we bothlike strangersonly.. hermm, I'm sad, cause he didn't greet me at all, it was like I'm invisble in front of him , and so do I, hermm eloklah kan? ego jeaa OKAYY, MY HANDS HAD SHAKING A LOT!! I KNOW I'M NERVOUS, HAHAHA, IT REMINDS ME OF OUR FIRST DATE, I'VE BEEN LIKE THAT TOO, NO MUCH TALKS, JUST THE SHAKING HAND, AND THE NERVOUS INSIDE OF ME ONLY..
SQUIDWARD TELINGA CAPANG, WHY OUR RELATIONSHIP SHOULD BE END UP LIKE THIS? tapi tak pa lah, cause I couldseehe's face, is just enoughfor me, at leastIcan release my missesonhimall this timethat I had latentfor 6 monthssinceI was inSingapore last 15 july. Even wecan't speakto each other, but whatever it is, I'mstillvery happy! HESTILLTHESAMEPERSON THAT I'M IN LOVE WITH FROMTHE FIRSTTILLNOWevenhe has turned away of himself, not like before anymore
However, I'mproud ofmyself!! BecausefinallyI canstrengthenmyselfto face to face withhim, thank youYa Allah, if notbecause youhave givenme the strength, it is impossible for metoundergoeverythingIhad this day last words from keril,
there's a song for you SQUIDWARD TELINGA CAPANG
this is who i am
WELCOME TO MY BLOG DUDE.
YOU ARE LOADING TO GET INTO MY LIFE STORY.
PLEASE ENJOY IT.
Hey, it's me Dayang Shuhaida. But they just call me D
Everyone in life is gonna hurt you, you just have to figure out which people are worth the pain.
When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.
Allah SWT is the reason why even in pain, you smile; in confusion, you understand; in betrayal, you trust; and in fear, you continue to fight.
Nothing can change your destiny except dua to Allah.
I seek for Allah bless when day comes and I believe in Allah guidance when night comes.
Sky is always changing its color. Just like the sky, human need to change.
As muslim, we have to keep moving on, upgrading our mind, to reach our dream.
Remember, Allah doesn’t like those who only keep his seat every time.
To give a trust to someone complete stanger, does you think that its an easy thing?? Your difficulty to give the trust is the strong protect for you from being fooled or being hurt So that makes me a heartless woman when it comes to a relationship ;)