you leave me breathless..
DEAR, SUNDAY 24 Jun,
you've made my day! *its an opposite well actually -.-
ada tuition account at ikin. pkul 11 am smpai 1 pm. dgn Hazimah and Dekna. bangun awal sbb nk bt hw. then pg tuition with them. aku ngan Imah happy. sbb boleh usha our crush ------>FN. she's a girl btw~ then masuk kelas lambat. turun guardian just sbb nk beli chocs. beli air. lapar tahap dlm kelas. kay bosannnn. then FN masuk kelas lg lambat dri kami. OMG! aku ngan Imah dah tk bosan dahhh! she's very cute that day ;) . then spanjang kelasss usha dia :) . habis kelas lunch dkt Juliana. pastu lepak2 around kangar -.- . Tak tau nk pg mna. directless. Suddenly Lynn, Jue, Dayah, and Chaq join us lepak2. pg ekspo yg membosankan tu. then jalan2 lg. Pastu pg TS. then tgh jln2 nmpak FN. :). Okay ralek tgok FN. Tk sdar awek SquidwardTelingaCapang
n kak angkat dia lalu kt belakang. Siap sempat sembang dgn kwn aku lg :( . In my heart. I can feel something wrong. Don't have any idea what it is. Buat bodo with that feeling. Next, go to KFC. Kami bt hw sama2. While waiting for Qie and Kuan join us. Aku ngan Imah was like being crazy there. Kami gelak2 kami sedih2. Kami gila. Jeles tgok ramai org date. Sbb kami forever alone jea. -.- . lepak KFC dri pkul 3 smpai pkul 6. Semua org dlm KFC point on us. Sbb aku asyik bt lawak bodo. Kami semua gelak2 mcm org gila. But we don't care! :) . Okay now here's the "awesome" moment. -.- . Okay, in the middle of happiness with them. Suddenly, Allah tunjukkan aku "dia" yg brada dekat dgn aku. :( Then after 5 second i stare at him and his girl, suddenly I CRY!. Aku tk perlu tgok depan2, dri belakang pn aku sudah kenal diaa, patut laa tetiba ja aku rsa nk pandang situ :( . Rupa-rupanya Allah nk tunjukkan dia kepada aku :( . Malunyaaaaa, asal aku nangis depan dekna, imah, lynn, chaq, qie dgn kuan td ha?!. Tp syukur sgt dia tk nmpak aku nagis dlm kfc td :( or else...... On that moment i was like, "guyss help me to go out from here," but how? cause however he will gonna notice me~ Feel much relieve after my friends, help way out from that place. Thanks for cover me up :') then I ran quickly in order hope that he never saw me :')
It hurts freaking much when we met someone that we used to love to before with her girl :( . It was the most worst feeling ever that i ever felt :( . Nampak dia jaaa, terus hati aku tersentak, then i felt something hurt in my chest, isn't it because of my heart broke into pieces? :( . Wey, tadi tu tempat kita dua dlu kan? and now skg tempat you dgn dia :( . Most embarrassed thing is crying in front of public in the KFC :( . To SquidwardTelingaCapang, knapa you still bt i nangis lg ah?! But thanks friends, well at least, you guys were at there, thanks for cover aku td, if not, he might be notice me crying :( . Its okayyy, for now, I just need to be patient for another seven months, and then I will not be able to see you with your A.N anymore...
Hey, know what? this is what I fear most that I dont want to happen. But what, this is destined to Allah :') .