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i'm the independent woman

in becoming though..
7:14 PM
i was hurt, i'm still hurting..
Friday, September 19, 2014
Don't you feel sorry for her at least??

Don't you ever feel sad when you have someone you love but that particular person is falling in love with your friend??

Don't you ever feel guilty to have a feeling for your loved one's friend??

Don't you ever feel sorry for the one who struggled to open her heart just for you because you really want it to be happen at the first place??

Don't you ever feel regret of giving so many promises to her while you can't even manage to fulfil them??

Don't you ever feel guilty of keeping on convincing her that she's the one for you, she deserves to be with you, she will never be hurt anymore if she with you, she will be happier with you??

 Don't you ever feel sorry to her because you've promised that no matter what happens, you'll still fulfil the promise because as you have claimed that you won't promise if you can't make it happen??

Don't you ever feel guilty for telling everyone that SHE LEAVES YOU while you asked her to move on even though you yourself know that she still in love with you??

Don't you ever feel regret of telling to everyone that you are HEARTBROKEN because you've been hurt by her leaving while you yourself know that she endured HEARTBROKEN ever since she with you and even until now??

Don't you ever feel sorry because you have cut her from your life and heart while she still keep on fight for your love??

Don't you ever feel guilty because you didn't see those efforts she have been trying to put because all you ever see was her friend??

Maybe there was a misunderstanding, but why you choose to be apart from each other while you have time and space to settle it down first??

this is who i am


Hey, it's me Dayang Shuhaida. But they just call me D
Everyone in life is gonna hurt you, you just have to figure out which people are worth the pain.
When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.
Allah SWT is the reason why even in pain, you smile; in confusion, you understand; in betrayal, you trust; and in fear, you continue to fight.
Nothing can change your destiny except dua to Allah.
I seek for Allah bless when day comes and I believe in Allah guidance when night comes.
Sky is always changing its color. Just like the sky, human need to change.
As muslim, we have to keep moving on, upgrading our mind, to reach our dream.
Remember, Allah doesn’t like those who only keep his seat every time.

To give a trust to someone complete stanger, does you think that its an easy thing??

Your difficulty to give the trust is the strong protect for you from being fooled or being hurt

So that makes me a heartless woman when it comes to a relationship ;)

its the great escape

communicate with me