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yesterday 12/12/2010
This afternoon my brother sent me a message saying that my father is hospitalized
I was shocked by the news
My father was already an active and hard to get a severe illness


Apparently the doctor confirmed that my father suffered from kidney stones
Herm for the second time too ..
Though my father had ever undergone surgery to remove kidney stones are more or less in 5 years


today 13/13/2010
Alhamdulillah and thanks to Allah
He has been out of the hospital this afternoon
I hope my father will come back healthy as ever

Adek... janganlah buat apa2 smpai orang benci kat adek
I hate it when someone hate you
Sebab bila orang benci adek for sure akak pon jadi perhatian diorang
Akak tak kesah la bout that
Just akak nak adek beware with your ownself tambahla lagi ngan orang2 laen
Actually akak just nak cakap take a very good care of yourself
Yup ! Maybe akak ni terlalu layan adek macam budak2..
But actually...you're my budak
I JUST LOVE YOU
And I dont wanna anything bad goin happen to you
I've no idea why I write this
Herm its okaylah..akak hope adek happy next year
Jangan tension2 sangat ngan pmr ka pa ka
Just buat preparation awal cukup tapi studylah jgak
Kot2 akak tak leh nak tolong adek next year an


You're the best thing I never knew I needed...


i love you so much adek...

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huh ...Why I often doomed to the same
My page Top Next page ..
Now I just want to throw him straight from my memory
Let me just remember him just as a friend
I was really shocked by it
And there is nothing I can do other than to forget him and everything about him
huh .. 
im totally sick of it ...I'm really fed up ..


please Allah..
Help me to forget him ..
At least you give me a new lover who brings a ray of hope and love which so beautiful to me
He is the one who is not like ''him"
God, send me a nice one
Who loves me for what it is
Hopefully I will find a new ray of hope
So that I can heal wounds that have become a very ugly scar in my memory for this