#beDeekari♥: March 2011

E.T. (FUTURISTIC LOVE)

March 27, 2011
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TENSION!! oh yeah..i much love it!!! (pfffffft ==')

Hermmmmm..inilah hari kemuncak atas semua ketensionan aku selama minggu nie!!!!

All I can say is ; always being honest with yourself first, then others will not hurt you, and you wouldn’t also hurt others~ Next, we always have to be honnest with others too..either the thing can hurt someone/others or not..but we have too!..kerana itulah satu-satunya cara agar belakang hari nanti tidak akan timbul rasa tidak puas hati, kecewa yang lebih menyakitkan, fitnah yang melampau, perasaan benci akan seseorang, atau apa sahaja perkara negatif yang kemungkinan besar akan berlaku sama ada cepat atau lambat~ :D

Hermmmm..so aku dah tak nak biarkan hati dan perasaan aku sentiasa berbelah bagi lagi.. Dan aku tak nak lagi biarkan hati aku sentiasa dilukakan kemudian di-plasterkan, kemudian luka berdarah lagi seterusnya di-plasterkan, kemudian luka kembali terbuka luas then di-plasterkan lagi, lagi, lagi, lagi, lagi, lagi, lagi dan lagi!!!

ITS ENOUGH!!! Enough dayang, enough! You’ve gotta be a stronger person now, after all of bitters things/moments that happened to you..you suppose to be much matured than this and grab the happiness that around you (which is your best buddies~ and plus, “him”)

And to “him” I’m so much sorry because letting you away just like that..cause that time, aku terlalu mengikut perasaan sangat sehinggakan I’ve already make a wrong decision (which I thought it’s a most excellent decision, pffffft ==’)

And now! Because of my big mistake tue..i’m feeling not very good..muka aku nampak sangat macam hampeh gilaa..kesilapan tu aku jadikan pengajaran sampai akhir hayat aku dan aku akan jadikan semua pengalaman yang begitu memberikan aku pemikiran yang lebih matang ini, pengajaran juga kepada anak-anak aku dan seterusnya..

Plus, I think this is the very good time for me to confress “it” to “him”…. Aku dah setahun lebih pendam dan bepura-pura dan usaha untuk lupakan “it” hanya satu sebab tu… apa-apa pun your decision/opinion/result is, aku pasrah jaa..its better than I still keep this in my hurted heart.

I’ve gotta a kindda SILLY LIFE since I’m a teen.. but it makes me much stronger to stand at my own foot..

And to “a person” yg pernah gembirakan aku, buat aku tersenyum seperti kerang busuk, selalu buli aku! (padahal dia tue “junior” aku), selalu juga buat aku ROFL sampai nk tekeluar usus-usus perut aku nie an (bhahahaha!), and juga memberi suatu impak perasaan dalam diri aku…I FORGAVE YOU MY BUDDY :) !! apa-apa pun, just like what I said before, BE HONNEST..just take the words above..kejujuranlah segala-galanya.. and after all things that you’ve been honnest to me..barulah aku betul3 faham what happened to you actually.. sebab itulah aku sikit pun tak marah.. sebab AKU PUN BERADA DALAM SITUASI/DILEMA YANG SAMA JUGA :(..so no wonderlah if I can understand what your feel is actually.. and I’m so sorry too because I’m not too being honnest with you early :).. but now!! WE’RE BFF eh? :) ..cause I LOOOVE TO BE YOUR BUDDY! It’s fun to have a friend like you, plus you’re a good listener and a GOOD RAJA LAWAK too ..sumpah aku tak mau semua benda bodoh nie gonna ruin our bestest friendship ever!! Seriously I’m happy being your friend..sampai bila2 pun aku tetap nak jadi your buddy, and so do I :) NEWAY, THANKS FOR MAKE ME SMILE ON 2010. Thanks so much **** so I hope we’re always gonna SMILE EEEEEE :) so we’re still friend but JUST TAKE A VERY GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF..tapi tak pa wey.. Lek luuu cuh kok sant luu~ (bhahahahaha!) tapi ada kot yang nak jaga yourself an3?? I’m happy for that :)

March 11, 2011
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a lot of hardness!!!

March 11, 2011
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When Our Heart Getting Hurt :(

Now I’ve learned something new in my life

There are ;

· Not all of the things that we wanted, will be exist as we’re dreamed of it before this~

· Dan semua tangisan tak membawa maksud yang sama

i) Ada di antaranya merupakan tangisan kegembiraan. This is because, somebody is too happy and she/he can’t even describe it with any words but just the tears can explain it out!

ii) And some of the tears means, that somebody is getting down or they’re just been hurt~

iii) And tears also can came out when they’re losing someone special, beloved, or even their beloved pet or things (such as diary maybe ==’)!

iv) Besides, tears even also can splash out when they felt so much worry or guilty.. hermmmm :D

And here some of the best tips for u guys to deal with the feeling of sadness, heart break, hurt, guilty, or any kind of thing that makes u feel empty or worry~ :D

I just wanna help u guys and also myself too ;)

· Feel yourself craving for chocolates and comfort foods.

If u want some chocs just try it lah! But, don’t eat too much chocs for too long as it will affect ur immune system that can caused u to fall sick!! ;)

· Crying

Letting out the tears is actually a good thing. But, remember ha, keep your strength up by drinking more water and to stop at some point~ J

· Just write it down guys!

Grab the pen into your hand and let your hand accompanied with mind and heart and write down all of what u felt, all the happiness that can make u smile for a while, all the sad things that happened to you this lately, and close it with some words that can motivated yourself!! J

· Go for exercise or any simple activities J

It makes everything that is hurting feel a lot better even the heart too. Get out and just do some simple activities like jogging, walking, fishing, swimming, window shopping, karaoke, bowling, hang up with your buddies, or any else that can move your hands and legs. Plus, this also can elevate moods and make you feel better

Just get alert!

Our heart is not broken lorh~ pfffft~ ==’

Plus, its still beating and by the time, it will heal enough to love and happy again!!

March 07, 2011
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADEK!!

March 03, 2011
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E.T. (FUTURISTIC LOVE)

TENSION!! oh yeah..i much love it!!! (pfffffft ==')

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