#beDeekari♥

thanks to Apek :) for giving me this song..


and i kindda like this one so much~

Cute Video la guys!!!!
that monkey reminds me of him ")
they're just the same lorh ;) hekhekhek!!

thanks a lot RUDY!!!
i love you RUDY..tak sangka an..kita bleh jadi bestfriend in "whatthefakk sesion"
you know what!! it feels good mingle with you around the sesion :)

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Sekarang ni, suma orang gila-gila kat DOMO KUN!! yea its so cuteee..so no wonderlah kalau semua orang nakkan benda ni pun
But me?? I still do want COOKIE MONSTER or ELMO!!
Its much cuter for me..i don't know why~ but I LOVE IT!!!
aku teringin sial kot nak ada one of their collection
yea..memang lah its too yesterday dah..
tapi bagi aku..its not too yesterday but its actually looks RETRO!!
p/s; aku suka RETRO lah dherrr
ngeheeeee :D
hermmm..aku pun tak tau asal lah aku still gila-gilakan COOKIE MONSTER or ELMO nie..padahal dah lama dah pun~ =='



Tapi..aku pun teringin gak nak t-shirt COOKIE MONSTER or ELMO :)
tapi yang macam nie kalau boleh~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY TO YOU!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAYANGGGGGG!!!! :D

Ngeheeeee :D
on 18.April.2011 ; the firsttt person who was wishing me is Malathi!! Whoa! Can’t believe it dher! Tak sangka2 la pula dia still ingat my birthday..plus, she’s my old primary school’s mate..she’s been to advance lorhhh..bhahahaha!! then second, Ain..tu pun sebab time Malathi wish kat aku tu, dia ada sebelah, so then, she’s also wished to me lah..thirdly…NGET!! bengong ah Nget ni..mentang-mentang time tu aku tengah sembang ngan Malathi..dia gelak pulak..kwang asam!! Then, terus kena ngan aku, “weyh!! Dia wish birthday kat aku la ngoi oiii!! bukan macam ka tu, birthday aku bukanya nak wish pun!! Huh!!”..so that..Nget pun wish lahhh~
Orang yang ke-4 ialah..ABANG DUST a.k.a. ABANG BUS a.k.a. ABANG BU a.k.a. BULAT!!! Bhahahahaha :D !! tetiba ja mamat ni call aku pada pukul 11.23 p.m...”Dayang!! aku nak jadi orang pertama yang wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DAYANG!!! Maafkan semua kesalahan aku selama ini..sekarang hang sudah besar, so dah pandai fikir mana baik and mana buruk right?! So be much matured than you are!”
Kemudian, dia call lagi dengan memberikan suatu statement yang ==’ “Dayang!! Aku saying hang sangat3..aku nak kita kawan sampai bila-bila, aku tak nak kehilangan hang Dayang!! Aku betul-betul saying hang dayang oi!!”
Pffffftttt ==’ As a friend, YES!!


On 12.00 p.m. on 19 April 2011,
I’ve got a call from him <3……………….
He said happy birthday to me and….. so on lah…..
p/s; sorry guys..cannot be mention here..its my privacy ;)
I LOVEEEEEE YOU!! ^_^
Then, its continue by Leen, she’s also wishes to me ; on ur birthday, I wish u much pleasure and joy..semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki..may each hour and minute be filled with delight..and ur birthday be perfect for you..
Thanks a lot Leen….:)

Then, automatically, I’ve got free call service from Hotlink!! Thanks Hotlink!
So, apa ditunggukan lagi ha!! On the phone with him laaaaa~ daaaa~
It takes 2 hours doe!!
Quite have fun..but I’m still a lil bit regret..hermmm…if my Celcom’s simcard does not disappear, for surely, I’ll be on the phone with him or anyone for a week!! A WEEK!!
But its okaylah..everything happens for a good reasons~ so just face it with pleasure

AKU SEDIH!!!! My adek does even not remember my birthday pun :(
I’m waiting for his message or call..but nope!! Nothing pun ~ hermmm :(

On the glory morning of my beloved 19th April, all my friends are waiting for me and Leen..but Leen didn’t come to school this day..maybe she’s still upset to us..all of them singing the birthday song to me (=
Then, kami ponteng ceramah dalam dewan sekolah, and pergi celebrate Leen’s and my birthday..tapi sayang gila Leen tak dating and join with us~
But whatever it is..THANKS A LOT TO ISYIA, JUE, KE’AH, IM, HAJAR, DAYAH, AND OTHERS TOO for the cake :P Cake yang cantek saja kot dher!! ==’

Sekolah hari ini, tak belajar sangat pun..lepas ceramah tue, kami tak da kelas, cikgu pun tak mau masuk kelas..then, lepaking time!! Lepak3, maen3, melawak3, photoshoot3, music3, and everything we do at blok baru…ngeheeee :D

Plus, Mr. U tegur aku!! And wish jgaklah kat aku!! I’m happy3 ~

Plus, my biggie bro, Muaz..was looking for me..Dekna and Eyma la yang sampaikan..huhuhuhu ^_^
I’ve no ideathat, he’s actually still remember my birthday ==’..wahhhh..terharu tuh!!

Plus!, my adek ipar also looking for me to wish to me (= thanks a lot Dieba <3

Okay..at last!! Nk dekat balik sekolah, barulah si JB, my adek, saying sorry and pujuk aku..ye lah dia kan dah lupa birthday kita nie~ hermmm :P
Pujuk punya pujuk, dia belanja aku lunch..so this afternoon, we had a lunch together..dah lama tak kuar makan sekali dah~

Abah, said HAPPY BIRTHDAY..then we wet to KFC CMART for celebration :)
thanks abah…I felt like I’m lil kid like when I was a young and abah’s adoreable daughter one..hahahha

My Baby <3 texts me ; u a big2 girl in a big2 world its not a big2 thing if u leave me but I do2 will that I would miss miss u much…*kalau silap lirik tu sorry..lupa suda..hahaha..wah..u’re 16 today..so before buat keputusan apa2, fikir masak2 dulu tau, or tanyaopinion orang lain kalau tak tau sangat..then take care tau..kami sayang ampa sangat2..belajar rajin2 tahun depan nk SPM dah..jangan duk maen2 sangat tau..lastly happy birthday D..miss u and always love u…(=

Huh!! Sampai sini sajalah..

Oh lupa!! WAHAI IKMP, TUNGGULAH KEHADIRANKU, KERANA AKU AKAN DATANG MEMBUAT UJIAN LESEN MOTOR!!!!!!!! Ngeheeee (=

This day issssss~ LEEN!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE!!!
You’re my birthday partner~
but your birthday this year much better la kan3??
ye lah, all the SOX DRUM AND DANCE contestants include the crew and Hafiz!! Ean!! Zher!! wished for your birthday kot !!!
I’m jealous ==’ : (
Tahun lepas, aku just kena peluk ngan si Ean ( the tough, funny guy at Hitz.fm !!!! :))
Tapi, Leen..semua were wishing on you ngeheeee :D
senyum sikit!!!! ..haaa…kan comel~

Tadi petang, plan untuk membaling telur serta tepung berlaku
Aku tak tahu menahu sangat actually..tapi ada sekali tu Isya gitau aku pasal tu..
Then..okaylah!! aku join jer!! The telurs and tepung are sponsored by Isya~
okay, nak dijadikan cita, kami pun buat cara untuk menarik minah ni (birthday girl) ke sekolah untuk sesi PEMBALINGAN TELUR DAN TEPUNG ke BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!

But unfortunately, everything that we’re planed for actually does’nt working well :)
It’s sad..plus, Leen..she’s crying because of us
Leen!! We’re so so so so so so so much sorryyyyyyy :)
Please do forgive us??

Please please please??
Sorrylah, kami melawak ja..okay maafkan kami..kami semua tak tau yang sebenarnya hang tak suka ngan semua benda2 ni..
okay, lepas ni, kami tak buat lagi dah kay??
WE ALL LOVE YOU LEEN!! We’re friends right??
I’m sorry :(

kenapa jadi macam ni pulaaaakkk
ni yang aku malas nie
haiya~ serba salah pun ada nie
tapi hermmmm.. :(
tak pa lah aku harus tetap mcm nie
GO D GO D!! beat it D!! its still not to late la D!!
jgn mengalah pada cinta!
its sucks you only lah D oiii~
jangan mudah terpedaya..jangan mudah segala-segalanya
always do not be fooled by all anymore
remains vigilant, as you always do D
strengthened your faith D, perseverance of all D, this is all really a big risk that I have to face it for all the decisions I made earlier, ESPECIALLY SOMETHING LIKE THIS!! :( 
but, why do I feel a great sorrow, ha?
I seem to like to doubt myself, what more his doubts, especially doubts this!!
arghhh!! DON'T BREAK ME INTO PIECES PLEASE YA ALLAH!!
give me a confidence, to give a faith, belief to him
huaaaa!!! :( sobss sobss sobss...WHY IS IT DIFFICULT FOR ME TO DO SO??
INDEED IT IS DIFICULT TO REMOVE THO OLD SCAR, BECAUSE IT HAS BEEN LEFT SCARRED FOR SO LONG WITHOUT DESIRE TO HEAL IT, BUT NOW WHEN I'VE BEEN GIVEN AN OPPORTUNITY TO HEAL IT, I'M SO HARD TO DO IT
sesungguhnya memang sukar untuk menghapuskan parut lama itu, kerana ianya sudah begitu lama dibiarkan berparut tanpa tiada keinginan untuk menyembuhkannya, namun sekarang apabila aku sudah diberi peluang untuk menyembuhkannya, aku pula yang susah untuk melakukannya 
Pertolongan daripadanya yang lebih agung disamping Ehsan, Jue, and Jat :) :)
love u guys so much..just only 3 of u guys can really understand me well than others :) 

apabila Muhammad Issya berkata ;

thanks to RUDY actually :)

yeah!! u're right la rudy..this Dani Shay totally seems like Justin Bieber sial ...
muahahaha!