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i'm the independent woman

in becoming though..
12:10 AM
I'm already in tears within this three days.....
Sunday, March 18, 2012
this eve, me and Jue along with Nget, we went to release tension for a while after struggling training the band.. so we had decide to go to I-box for a karaoke sesion.. long time no visit to I-box...well, it's full of memories between me and squidwardtelingacapang... and again today I had force myself towards it.
its okay then, I had set my mind that I came there just to have fun with my friends only >.<
in the middle of the fun having karaokeing some "Korean" songs, suddenly, Jue had pick a song which is, "Aishiteru"...okayyy, right from that moment, I just keep quiet but meanwhile my head was already packed about of him~ erk -.- and I'm hate it so freaking much, Ya Allah, please let those thoughts about him off my mind, pleaseeeeeeeeeee?????

Its still rooted in my mind so clearly, last 26 June, you had sang that song to me, and on that time we went for karaoke with Rudy too.... hemmmmm~
Seriously I hate you despite of loving you inside even instead it hurts me a lot.
You really makes me hurt all over again like you used to do :|
I'm going to be okay, so please let me be :/
You're my true love cause I have love you truly deep inside of mine, and it more than what you expect.
Yet, you're still the one who always make me smile and laugh even if you're the one who had break my heart.

this is who i am


Hey, it's me Dayang Shuhaida. But they just call me D
Everyone in life is gonna hurt you, you just have to figure out which people are worth the pain.
When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.
Allah SWT is the reason why even in pain, you smile; in confusion, you understand; in betrayal, you trust; and in fear, you continue to fight.
Nothing can change your destiny except dua to Allah.
I seek for Allah bless when day comes and I believe in Allah guidance when night comes.
Sky is always changing its color. Just like the sky, human need to change.
As muslim, we have to keep moving on, upgrading our mind, to reach our dream.
Remember, Allah doesn’t like those who only keep his seat every time.

To give a trust to someone complete stanger, does you think that its an easy thing??

Your difficulty to give the trust is the strong protect for you from being fooled or being hurt

So that makes me a heartless woman when it comes to a relationship ;)

its the great escape

communicate with me