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yesterday 12/12/2010
This afternoon my brother sent me a message saying that my father is hospitalized
I was shocked by the news
My father was already an active and hard to get a severe illness


Apparently the doctor confirmed that my father suffered from kidney stones
Herm for the second time too ..
Though my father had ever undergone surgery to remove kidney stones are more or less in 5 years


today 13/13/2010
Alhamdulillah and thanks to Allah
He has been out of the hospital this afternoon
I hope my father will come back healthy as ever

Adek... janganlah buat apa2 smpai orang benci kat adek
I hate it when someone hate you
Sebab bila orang benci adek for sure akak pon jadi perhatian diorang
Akak tak kesah la bout that
Just akak nak adek beware with your ownself tambahla lagi ngan orang2 laen
Actually akak just nak cakap take a very good care of yourself
Yup ! Maybe akak ni terlalu layan adek macam budak2..
But actually...you're my budak
I JUST LOVE YOU
And I dont wanna anything bad goin happen to you
I've no idea why I write this
Herm its okaylah..akak hope adek happy next year
Jangan tension2 sangat ngan pmr ka pa ka
Just buat preparation awal cukup tapi studylah jgak
Kot2 akak tak leh nak tolong adek next year an


You're the best thing I never knew I needed...


i love you so much adek...

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huh ...Why I often doomed to the same
My page Top Next page ..
Now I just want to throw him straight from my memory
Let me just remember him just as a friend
I was really shocked by it
And there is nothing I can do other than to forget him and everything about him
huh .. 
im totally sick of it ...I'm really fed up ..


please Allah..
Help me to forget him ..
At least you give me a new lover who brings a ray of hope and love which so beautiful to me
He is the one who is not like ''him"
God, send me a nice one
Who loves me for what it is
Hopefully I will find a new ray of hope
So that I can heal wounds that have become a very ugly scar in my memory for this

Red - I loveyou. Pink - You are cute. Green - You are funny. Orange - I likeyou. White - You are crazy. Yellow - I'll kiss you. Black - I hate you .Blue - I want a long lasting relationship with you .Purple - You are sexy .Gold - Chubby .Grey - Talkative

For this day..im felt very very and very happy and enjoy my day..
OMG!! i've never damn thought that "." can have some chat with me..
my gosh..fer a long ang long time we've never have been talking to each other
it is just because of our old bad memories..but its a few years ago..

Neway, im just wanna saying that 'thanks for being my friend again' (just a normal friend laa)



If they can do, then so we can..right??





MURAL SESION
yammin!!
mural sesion..ahaha so damn funny...
ME?? drawing?? painting??
ouh my...i think like i was goin to be COMOT!!
no lah..im not pro into this...
either drawing or painting is not my things..
and im not used to it..
but its okay..lsome of my classmates and friends here ready to help me to through it..
cooperation makes an quite excellence painting..just look at this...........




Rugby and riding Ali's motor (driven by jue)


Long time no watch rugby..
because of Ali's kindness heart, he had borrow us his motor!!
this time my adek was also join rugby team..but unfortunately he was not joining the game..


otw from school to smstsp - jue rides motor about 40-50 km/h
but otw from smstsp to Caltex - she's riding 80-90 km/h..what the.................................
and also otw from smstsp to school back - she's riding about 70-80 km/h..
fuh on that time im felt like my heart wants to be forfeited..
woohooo..

im sad when they said that you're already walk away..

fuh..x best nya..
da planing elok2 dah nk pgi umah ehsan..
aku nak balas dendam..
coz taun lpas dpa braya siap ada bunga api lgi..
jeles3!!
so this year ingat an nk raya jugak umah ehsan..
but then no transport..
abah..abg2..suma nya membuta jaa..
ye arr pnatlah ktakan..
hem x pa lah nk wat camna an..