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OEMJEY!!!!! sumpah rindu gila kt my beloved friends , jue, lynn, eisya, imah, qie and others others lehh~
balik jea perlis, aku terus vacation with the girls at LANGKAWI!!! kali ni vacation paling lama bg aku, bukan 3 hri 2 mlm, bukan 4 hari 3 mlm, tapiiii 5 hari 4 malam! gila bapakkk ah, nak buat apa ha?

First activity is STORY TELLING!!! a lot of things and story nak diceritakan kat aku, aku pun banyak story jga~ alhamdulilah, semua sihat2, same goes to me :) and nsib baik ah pak cik lynn kasi pinjam picanto dia kt kami, kalau tk kena sewa keta jga laa~ huhuhu untung, untung :)
dh la kasi pinjam, kasi isi minyak skali plak tu, muehehehe :D makaseh pak cik ;) hahaha, apa lgi merayap satu langkawi ah kami, nsib baik ah ada lynn as our Langkawi's Tourist Guider, hahahahah :D
 time nak balik tu boleh plakkkk kengkawan aku ni merayau2 satu langkawi tu semata-mata nk cari kem plkn yg akan aku masuk bulan depan -.-
bila aku pi tgok, perghhhhhhh gila tinggi, atas bukit, curam plak tu, masa tu dlm kepala otak aku, mcm2 dh aku fikir~ seronok pn ada takut pn ada, keletihan yg akan melanda pn ada~ haiyaaa -.-
tak pa lah3, never mind :)
at least release sket tension aku and rindu aku kt my girls ni :)
kay that's for today, assalamualaikum peeps :) till meet next time! btw, pray for my upcoming SPM RESULT  :')

assalamualaikum, hye peeps, long time no see right?
hye bloggie, miss you so much, sorry long time no updating you dear >.<

1 March, hoorayyy!!! bebas dari kerja :)
actually i'm gonna miss Subway The Strand so much right after this, i miss those "animals" like tikus, gajah, lipas, lalat, monkey, and others mehh~
yesterday, i've had a lot of fun with lipas and lalat~ hahahhaa, i mean Loraine and Weiwei :)
lamaaaaa gila aku tak main bowling, it was like dah hilang skill nak main bowling, at last! aku menang but only for the first game, but then, lipas got her first winning on the second game, congrats meh :P

yg si nabil , tikus apa semua, buat hal last minute tk dtg, siku jga org2 ni -.- ish laaaa~ at last after 3 months staying here, next week balik perlis!!! miss my parents, miss my homee, my bedroom, and my girlfriendsssss. Alhamdulilah, for now on, i've got a lot of confidence to face anybody~ pengalaman aku berdikari kat sini, ajar aku mcm mna nk berdepan dengan any kind of people especially strangers~ a lot of exposure i earned here, alhamdulilah banyak perkara aku dah belajar~

thanks everyone! see you next time insyallah~ :)

hey guys, long time no see right? like seriously, lately, aku busyyyyyy sangat3 -.-
for now, aku dah start kerja. aku kerja kat subway the strand :) best gila kerja situ, bak kata supervisor aku "kerja sini lepak jea dayang" muehehehee :D
alhamdulilah, sebab aku busy, so aku dah makin dapat terima kenyataan aku ngan squidward just can be friend, honestly sometimes aku rindu dia jga, time2 bosan kat subway tu, mula la rasa mcm nk sembang2 ngan squidward :') tambah pula depan subway aku tu ada kedai Vespa, perghhhhhhh memang "cantik" pemandangan dia, lagilah aku teringat2 kat dia -.-
Tp expectation aku salah, aku okay jea, plus almost tiap2 hari aku tgok video squidward tu, it really makes my day laa :)

lets here this song dude >.<












byeee, have a great year guys! may Allah blessing all of His umat, amin Ya rabbal-a-alamin~ byeee, Assalamualaikum peeps! see yaaa!

TONIGHT : Anugerah Industri Muzik @ AIM 19!!!!!

at last! this year I get to see Yuna in the award because she had to return to Malaysiaaaaaaaa ;) before this, usually only her representative had present at any awards, but tonight insyallah she will be there >.<
Plus! She have been nominated in "Artis Wanita Terbaik" and "Lagu Pop Terbaik" (Terukir Di Bintang) anddd "Lagu Inggeris Tempatan Terbaik"
And know what! Terukir Di Bintang had been nominated in "Susunan Muzik Terbaik Di Dalam Lagu" and "Video Muzik Terbaik" 

seriously, I'm dying to watch Yuna's winning for tonight~~
BUT PLEASE! I just hope "that BIG MISTAKE" WHICH HAD HAPPENED LAST AIM 18 will never be happen again yup :)

selepas berkumandangnya loceng sekolah tadi, maka berakhirlah riwayat aku as a school student!

so after this let's go HIGH HEELS! it's been my fascination for a long time ago >.< and after this, i would wear it anywhere i want, cause i'm no longer holding on the status of  "school student". It is because, peeps always keep a narrow mind towards " under-age girls who wear heels~"

Marilyn Monroe said, “I don’t know who invented high heels, but all women owe him a lot.”

but, my most fascination was YUNA HOMECOMING CONCERT ! :'(
i really reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy wanted to go there, and having fun with her music >.< It is because my defence is music as it fills me :)

really would love to go to Penang by tomorrow, kenapalahhh time aku spm ni jgak laaaa Yuna buat konsert? :( tak pa lah, this 15 Disember ada lagi big concert ;D tapiiiiiii yuna tak dak laaaaa :(

this time is our time! >.< fuh! dah lama dah aku tunggu moment ni, at last, HERE'S THE BEGINNING OF THE ENDING! ;)
after strugling studying with my friends, for the last night before getting on the exam's first day, me and my friends have a lot of fun, we're dancing~ we're laughing~ we're making videos~ hahahahaha, okay lawak video tu, memalukan aku jeaaa -.-  HAHAHAHA :DD tak pa lah nama pn having fun kan? ;)

kay here, i would like to wish to all of my friends and all of the spm candidates in malaysia, all the best! FIGHTING!

"Usaha tangga kejayaan" hehehehehehee :D masehhh for that words! *tak payah nk mentionlah sapa orang diaaaa :P

 Okay, bubyeeeeeeeeeee! Assalamualikum :P

“I’m just thinking about the time when I met you, but now I’m thinking about how I can forget you, you have my heart from the start but it faded..”

Today is 9 Oct. 2012, it takes me of the flashback of the time of a two years ago, 9.10..2010, where a white vespa and the pink scooter met. And starting from that moment, we’re became friend.  soo, SELAMAT HARI KAWAN #squidwardtelingacapang :')



okayy, it's been 2 years, i knew him, hmmm, i just wondering does he knows what date is today? and, what the meaning of it... hmmm~ *berharap lagi, pffffftt -.-
for today, i just wanna wish that, i can talk to him like before, hmmm but i just don't know why i still can't start it all over again? why ah? -.- like last month and last 2 months, we had been met for many times, but instead i still can't have a chat with him just like i wanted to...
i always being awkward when you're totally in front of me, hmmm kan best kalau kami kawan baik?
hmmmm~ 

GUDLUCK TO ALL OF MY JUNIORS ;)

do the best kay for this pmr, kak d harap you guys can make our school will be at the first ranking :)
to bandies junior tersayang semua, kak d tak nak hampa semua main2 dah eh, kak d nk tgok result hampa semua, kalau okay, kak d nk belanja makan semua! serious laaa, kak d janji, tp kalau sorang dari hampa result tak okay, hmmpphhh, offer belanja makan akan ditarik! :P
to lala, kak tau dahhh, lala comfirm score A's punyaaa~ gudluck eh adek? ;)
to aina and others pn laa, *ni payah junior ramai sangat -.- so GUDLUCK GUDLUCK GUDLUCK!
*tak tau nk ckp apa dahh laaa -.-

ini semua kerja QIE!!!!! alaa, yang lain pun sama lah, saja kan hampa? -.-
hmm, taun lepas tak sempat nak beriftar dgn dia pun~ every week plan, but still tak jadi *itulah tanda2 yang kami dah tak da jodoh :(
but tak sangka tahun ni, my friends dah plankan sumanya~ thanks guys :')
subahannallah!! its been a year kot aku tk jumpa dia, betul2 a year sbb bulan ogos. i still remember last august, hmm, itu lah our last "happy life" between us. but then, it's totally changed.
padahal hari tu aku sumpah, lapar gila! sbb tak sahur -.- tapi bila dah berbuka jaaa, suddenly aku tak lalu...
sbb apa ha? Qie cakap sbb "capang" tu ka?... tapi tak kan laaa~
or mungkin tu salah satu petunjuk Allah yang memang kami dua dah tak berjodoh dah kan? :(
tapi, aku rasa lega sangat bila tengok kawan2 aku semua layan dia dgn baik, they're still friend like before :')
baguslah, let bygone be bygone kan? *tapi aku jea tk mampu nk"let bygone be bygone" lagi :(
aku rasa maybe kawan2 aku semua dah maafkan dia~ good lah! ;) sayanggggg kawan2 aku >.<


okayyy, 15 August, I will always remember it :') *okayyy, mood sedih dah datangg -.-
macam2 jadi malam tu, yang memalukan pn ada, yang sedih sket pn ada, yang happy pun ada :')
lama aku tak dengar gelak dia, like seriously i miss it a lot~ even mcm bunyi mcm enjin motobot tak lepas, but i miss it >.<  adoyaii, seriously, aku teringin sangat nak sembang dengan diaa, nak gurau2 dengan dia, like he did with others last night :') hmmm
okayyy, tapi yang masa pergi ambek dia kat rumah tu mmg MEMALUKAN!!! actually aku nervous laaa, dia duduk seat depan tepi aku kot! QIE JAHAT!!!!! JUE PUN JAHAT!!! saja pekena kami dua -.-
itu tak pa la lagi, yang tersangat memalukan! Ya Allah!! why at that moment OST Sekali Lagi's song which is the film that we have both watched, suddenly played. subahanallah, gelabah gila kot aku masa tu, dengan tgh drive lagi, then aku pun kalut2 laaa ubah lagu tu, *hope dia tak perasan moment tu, hope dia tak perasan lagu tu :( tapii, kalau dia perasan pn, macam dia ingat jea kan? hmmm :')
pastu kami semua jalan2 kt uptown, i know he had try the best to get a conversation between us, but yet, i'm the one who was not ready for it. You, i'm so so sorry, Qie pernah cakap, you just nak kawan balik dengan i kan? i wish that we were like that too :') but, you kenalah paham situation i first, skg i dah nmpak effort you tu, but seriously i cakap, i can't trust on you, so that i can't trust on that too :') piyanae~
hemm, you still lagi pakai perfume yang sama kan? i still can remember it :') it was like stuck in my memory until whenever. dah la aku asyik lari dari dia jea~ pfffttt -.- dah kenapa ngan hang ni dayang -.-

hmm, kay it's getting late! so, let's go home, but first, i've got to send him home :) macam kakak la pula -.-
tapi ada satu moment tu, masa dia nak tolong aku reverse kereta, i heard that he's saying

i heard that he's saying like this : "eh kejap, bie keluar sat tengok kereta belakang...."
and i was like : "is it true what i heard just now? he had call himself with bie? :O"

OTTOKAE!!! "BIE" dia sorang jea yang aku pernah paggil mcm tu. harap dia sendiri tak sedar apa yang dia cakap tadi, maybe dia dah terbiasa panggil bie dgn gf dia kot :') its okay aku faham, hmm~
i just hope that his gf will never be like me, and i'm hopping so that, SquidwardTelingaCapang will never do the same thing again to her :') they're sweet together :) i always pray for you happiness capang :D anyway thanks, and maybe after this, i tak nak jumpa you dah sampai bila2, it's our last time. i think it's better we're still keep on being starngers, again.